Why does being a single female mean 1 of 2 two things; 1) you're slutty or 2) you are too ________ (insert some sort of negative female stereotype here)? Why can't being a single female mean you just aren't in the mood for a boyfriend?
I am not in the market for a boyfriend because I am too slutty or because I am too ugly, needy, desperate or lame; I am none of the above. I just do not feel like putting up with all the hassle that a relationship brings. I understand and value the good aspects to a healthy and good relationship however for those aspects to be real, there has to be some work involved and for fucks sake I just want to be selfish and lazy and worry about me and only me. So now this makes me suck at life?
The lack of relationship does not make me suck at life. But...damn it there is always a but...my lack of want for some ass does make me suck at life. I am asexual at the moment and I am not quite sure how I got to this point.
On an average day I think about sex at least 20 times. On a great day I masterbate a few times and fully enjoy the release that comes along with a self-induced finger (or vibrator) fuck. Lately though, I have not even wanted to do that. Has my pure laziness gotten the best of me? Or have I just become...boring?
In all honesty I know why I am this way right now (incredibly personal issues the past couple of months) and I just want to start living my life again. I just want to feel the release (in more ways than one). I have been so hesitant to move from my comfort zone as of late that I have cut myself off from a world of fun and some excitement. How does one let them self out? Any suggestions?
Alright...enough of the jibba jabba....
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i've got two words for you -- my penis. call me.
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