Its already been brougthen...

My pity parties are all just about over.


Things with me have been amazing!

I will be 26 in 15 days and have finally come to terms with me not being not exactly where I had envisioned myself at 26. I have been so upset with "having nothing to show" for my first 25 years that I have completely and totally over looked all that I have accomplished. So what if I am not married with kids and am not a teacher like planned.

I am getting my own apt Oct 1, I have a kick ass job in the corporate world, Im dating a seemingly great guy who has genuine care for me, just lost 15 lbs, and have so much to look forward to. I needed to just get over myself.

awkard

Totally just masturbated at work to the thought of a guy I used to know.

Not sure what caused me to think of him or become sexually aroused by the thought of him.

I got off 3 times to him.

I feel...like I should call and thank him!