Random

I'm horny right now.

I've been horny all weekend.

I just want to get fucked. Not to say that I havent been lately, but I want to get fucked by someone who:
A) I have not already dated
B) Has no feelings for me
C) Does not want to cuddle
D) Does not ask for my number

The fuck buddies are fun and all but they are starting to grow attached. Im starting to confuse them and it is getting stressful not to mention boring. Love making is a term that has been used by one the guys...no thank you. I like to fuck.

I do not really think that this is too much ask.

The problem is, I always go out with friends, who find me morally correct and therefore are the biggest cockblockers ever. (Its my own fault for presenting myself in such a manner. I dont want anyone to know about my desires to fuck randoms in random places.) They think they are helping me when in reality they are forcing me to stand-in-line for the neverending girls bathroom to go fuck myself in a stall. Its a good thing Im always soaking wet and that it doesn't take a whole lot to get me off.

I went to a bar last week by myself and found myself a very suitable alright fine, absolutely fuckable male. (This was the first time I had gone out alone just to get laid.) The sex was incredible. His body was amazing and he knew every spot to hit. Not only was the sex incredible, but he ate my pussy like it was the last time he would ever eat again. I came twice...once, all over his mouth and chin. Any guy that can get me off like that deserves to do whatever he wants to me. And, he did.

When everything was said and done though he asked for my number and my name. That anonimity (sp) is what makes me hot. I gave him a fake name and number and now I can never go back to that bar again.

Whatever happened to the guys that just dont give a fuck?

I used to know tons of them. I fucked a bunch of them too. Sure, we would see eachother out from time to time, but we knew better than to talk to eachother. There were lots of boners thrust into my ass while waiting for a drink, the occasional mens bathroom blow job, but there were no words, and no contact other than harmless groping and the occasional dance floor finger bang. There was that unspoken law between us that the first time would never be topped and that we shouldn't even try.

This is all my own fault though. I have misguided myself into wanting to believe in morality and values because that is what I am supposed to believe in. In the past 2 years I have missed out on more than any girl should. UGH!

Im hornier now than when I began. Time to close the door and call a friend.