do you ever feel like you want to see through another pair of eyes?

I need a break.

I haven't been myself lately at all. In fact, I have been the opposite of me. Yes, I am usually pretty cynical and sarcastic, but I am, for the most part, in a good mood and happy. Yesterday I found myself crying the whole train ride home for no real reason. I am tired all the time too which is not helping me be a happy person. I have had no desire to return any phone calls for the past 2 weeks and really have had no desire to do much more than sleep and eat.

If I could take a break from life, I would. But if I did that, I think that would mean I was dead.

Loneliness is really starting to get me down. I have fought it off for so long, I guess its about time it caught up with me. I hate that I have no one right now and it is starting to consume my every day. Its making me feel worthless. ewwww @ me for being pathetic and lame.

Eh, this too shall pass..right?