He is an amazing guy, but I dont want him.
Unfortunately this is causing some drama with close friends...and mommy.
This guy looks great on paper. His credentials are all there. Smart, dependable, honest, kind-hearted, good looking...but there is something missing. He has like no personality. He doesn't make me laugh, he doesn't talk dirty, he doesn't do the things that make me the most happy...which would be...having fun!!!
"You just need to tell him that."
Trust me I have.
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"That is not how I was raised to speak to a lady."
"Well, Im not a fucking lady, so talk to me like you would your guy friends."
"I can't. It is not right."
"Ok, well you can at least swear around me. It makes me feel weird that you dont and that I do. I feel like a man."
"It is wrong to swear in front of woman."
BLEH.
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B O R I N G.
He makes me feel bad about being myself even though he totally doesn't mean to. I feel guilty for having a truckers mouth and thinking dirty jokes are funny...and for talking dirty during sex. God forbid my girl friends and I grope eachother when we are drunk, he thinks that is tacky. Youre damn right it is, but Im drunk and having fun, and that is what you are supposed to do when your drunk...let loose and have fun.
I tried talking dirty to him once during sex. He said something totally lame which in turn, turned me off completely. I like to talk dirty, it makes things hotter and sexier. He likes to focus and just grunt every now and then.
I cant exactly tell my mom that. Although, I should just so she will shut the hell up about this guy.
"...youre being a bitch...youre scared...he could be the one...hes not like your ex...you still want to be with your ex...he would be so good to you...you would have beautiful kids...he could take care of you...you shouldnt be alone...he is wonderful, how do you know youre going to find that again...stop being so picky..."
ON and ON and ON...
I get it. Thank you everyone for your two cents!
So I tried cutting ties with him last night, but he wasnt having any of that. He even said damn, hell...and shit. I feel like I am forcing myself into this with him which is causing me to be resentful towards him. I wish people would just mind their own business sometimes. Im not hurting for guys and I dont need to be married.
Why is it that when girls are alone, they are viewed as being lonely and desperate?
1 comment:
Right...
Hey, at least she's not fat.
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